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# 145. Heartbroken

Monday, April 28, 2008 at 09:51PM
 Posted by Registered Commenterauntlatifa
Dear Aunt Latifa,
I met a wonderful 32 year old French Moroccan man in the U.S. Here was here for his work.
We spent time together here. We knew he'd be going back to France soon since his job ended here.
Since he's left in September, he's called a few times a week, sent some emails and ecards, flowers and a birthday gift for my child.

I haven't heard from him in 2 1/2 weeks. I called and left a message and later wrote to say hi. Now the planned visit, my trip there to visit him, is in about a week. He had invited me to visit him but now no word from him.
I am U.S. born to Hispanic parents, 42 years old with a 12 year old son. Raised in a Catholic home but non-practicing. He's single, no kids. While he's been there he said he wants to move back to the states, has been checking out jobs and real estate. He's always instigated these subjects about future plans. I've rarely called him but sometimes he talked, sometimes I left a message. 

I could just not visit but I don't want to miss a vacation in France. I could also just book a hotel and be alone and enjoy myself. But I still think I'll see him when I get off the plane. He knows which flight I'll arrive on.

I've been so so heartbroken, unsure if I'll ever see him again. I'm trying to date here to get over him but my heart isn't in it. I'm just so worried he won't pick me up at the airport and my heart will be in further pain. While I'm there I can certainly keep busy sightseeing (been there before on my own for vacations) but I won't book a hotel yet(in case I can't stay with him) ....thinking he will pick me up at the airport.

I just feel bad sometimes. Even if there's no future, I'd hate to leave things so untidy.
 that's all

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